Hi guys!~

Sorry for disappearing on you for such a long time, I know I suck. D: But I started a new job at the beginning of November, so I've been working five or six days a week since then, and I've been EXHAUSTED.

Now, for the point of this whole entry!

CHRISTMAS IS IN 34 DAYS! :D ♥

Anyone who knows me knows that I absolutely adore Christmas; I'm just like a small child at this time of the year! That being said, I've made quite a few friends here on LJ, and I want to celebrate with all of you! I'm sending out Christmas cards this year, and if you would like one, don't be shy, just ask! Email me at lana_bisson(at)hotmail.com and tell me your address, and I'll send you a card! I would like to get them out by December 10th at the latest, so please let me know ASAP.

♥

It's 5:41AM and I'm sitting here, next to Jason who is (hopefully) fast asleep, typing up a journal entry. I've had a terrible night's sleep and I think I just need to get it all out of my system so that I can go back to bed (Ha. We have to get up in three hours). I have no idea what just happened to me or why, but it terrified me.

I woke up just after dozing off because I was getting pains in my mid back, around my rib area. I took a few deep breaths and stretched a bit, hoping that it would go away so that I could just roll over and go back to sleep. Instead, it spread to the front of my ribs and into my chest and shoulders. At that point, I was in full panic mode, and I sat up to try and stretch and rub the pain away, not wanting to worry Jason. He sat up and said that he had indigestion, and I did too, mildly, so he got up to take something then we laid down and tried to go back to sleep.

I tried to ignore the pain in my back. I really did. But it started to spread again, and I started to panic even more than before. My heart was going a mile a minute, and it was hard to breathe. Then I started to get pain in my stomach, and it felt all gassy and sore, and no matter how much I tried to take deep breaths and relax, it just wouldn't go away.

So I got up and went to the bathroom to see if a bit of walking and, well, just a trip to the bathroom might help. By then I was shaking violently from head to toe and I couldn't tell if it was from the cold, or fear, or a mix of everything. I took a few deep breaths and splashed some water on my face, then came back to the bedroom.

I sat down and started to cry because I was scared, and Jason rolled over and squeezed my hand and asked me what was wrong. As soon as he touched my hand, the shaking died down and my heart stopped pounding, and I explained everything that had happened and how, as usual, I was afraid that I was having a heart attack or that I might die. He told me that I was silly and that I would be fine, and I felt better almost right away. He always knows just what to say when I need him the most. ♥

I've still got small pains in my back and chest, but they're almost completely gone. I'm afraid to lay down though, in case they come back again, because I don't want to go through all that again. I told Jason that I couldn't sleep and that I was going to get online for a bit, and that he should go back to bed, because he's got school tomorrow. I'm gonna feel terrible if he's exhausted because of me! Thankfully he's snoring now, which is a good sign.

Alright, I do feel a bit better now that I got that off of my chest, but I'm still not ready to go back to bed. I'm going to go play hexic for a while or something.

Goodnight (or good morning) guys ♥

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Oh Sanji. When will you ever learn?

Yesterday was hell on earth. It really was.

Jason and I got up around lunchtime, and I asked for fried rice for lunch. He made it for me (because he's such a sweetheart, and always keeps me well fed! <3), and used some leftover chicken that he found in the fridge. It was absolutely delicious, as usual.

However, two hours later, my stomach started to hurt like nothing I'd ever felt before. In a span of fifteen minutes, I went from being perfectly fine to being so sick that I couldn't stop throwing up. Jason was very sick too; we both threw up about six times before it finally stopped. ;_; We ended up passing out on the floor outside of the bathroom because neither of us had enough strength to get up and walk down the hall to his bedroom to lay down. Apparently the chicken that he'd used for the rice was over a week old.

When we woke up, we were laying on the floor almost two hours later, covered in blankets, with pillows under our heads and a big bowl between us in case we felt sick again. Thankfully, neither of us threw up again, and Jason was back to eating by about 9PM, and I managed to keep some crackers down.

Today I'm so sore that it hurts to breathe. ;_; I pulled so many muscles yesterday, and my whole body hurts because of it. But on the upside, I've had two pieces of toast and peanut butter, and I seem to be fine, just a little dehydrated.

Never again will I eat food that we're unsure about. D: That was seriously the sickest I've ever felt in my entire life.

Ick. D:

I had the most awesome dream last night. xD

( My silly One Piece related dream (a.k.a. why Lana should never eat ice cream before bed. )

So yeah, there you have it! Proof that I should never (Or maybe should always) eat ice cream before bed. x3

I think everyone needs to see this. I spent 45 minutes making it, because I'm a total dork >.>


(Full of yummy half-naked One Piece boys struttin' their stuff!)
http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/4Bm7Jskah2oxZBBe

Seems like all I use this journal for is to get all of my negative feelings out, so I'm sorry that all of this crap is filling up your friends page.

( More depressing ranting about my love life... )

Ughhh I'm such an emotional wreck right now. D: I'm going to go distract myself with video games. Goodnight.

It's been a long time since I posted a happy entry, so I think it's just about time for one! :3

Last night was...indescribably awesome. I don't think I've smiled that much in months! We decided we were all going to go out for karaoke, because it's been a while since we've all gone together. So I invited Philippe along, because I wanted to spend some time with him outside of conventions. I was worried that he might not get along with my friends, but the second he showed up, he was instantly part of the group!

We had such a great time. I drank a little too much too fast right at the beginning of the night, which wasn't so fun because the room wouldn't stop spinning. But after that passed, the rest of the night was just so amazing!

( Click for pictures! )

So there you have it. x3

More whining about my love life...

( Click to read more... )

I'm hoooooooooooome. :3

I'll post pictures tomorrow; I'm way too tired tonight. But damn, was that an awesome weekend! :D

Alright guys! I'm off to Otakuthon for the weekend! :D I'll talk to you all when I get back on Sunday night!

Love ya!♥

I've taken on a writing challenge. I'm doing all three tables from lover100, and my pairing is Smoker/Ace. I have to write 300 drabbles...I hope I can do it. o_o;;

I'll be posting it over at my new writing journal, dizzyfishy_fic. Feel free to friend me there, I'll friend back. Also, comments are always appreciated! :3

;____; Bye bye, Bon-chan...

Alright, here it goes!

01. Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal.
02. Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
03. Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

( My awesome desktop of awesome! )

Go do it! XD

So it turns out that because of some technical difficulties, the internet on the train is FREE! :D

We're less than an hour outside of Toronto now...I'm really looking forward to getting there. Not that the train ride hasn't been pleasant, mind you. It's been really nice, actually. Ate lunch, had a nap, played some Mario Party...the fun stuff. :)

While we were standing in line for the train at Central Station, a bunch of girls walked by, and they were like, "Hey! That girl's cosplaying as Ace!" because I'm wearing my hat so that it doesn't get crushed. It's the nicest feeling to have someone recognize your costume...and not even at the convention!

It's awesome...the closer we get to Toronto, the nicer the weather gets. I wonder if that's some kind of sign?

I can't want to get to the hotel. As soon as I get to our room, I'm totally jumping on the bed. XD

Okay, I'm going to take a nap before we get there. I'll post some pictures tonight, when I have stable internet connection.

I'm sitting on my back porch right now because it's way too damn hot in my bedroom. It's officially May 22nd...that means that in a few hours we'll be getting up to leave for Anime North.

I'm so excited and anxious and worried about leaving things behind that I've managed to give myself an upset stomach (and the heat probably isn't helping at all either). I can't wait to go!

I'm finally done packing, and my costume's all finished. I'll have internet at my hotel, so I'll try to get on each night and upload pictures directly from the con!

Anyway, going to go now. Lots of love, and I'll talk to you all as soon as I can!

♥

I have two days left to get everything done that needs to be done before we leave for Anime North on Friday morning. I should have been working on things, but I kind of procrastinated. Then again, last night and today were awesome, and I wouldn't have traded it for the world. I love you guys! ♥

I'll probably post a proper update tomorrow...but it's almost 1:30AM and I'm starting to fall asleep at the keyboard! XD

Goodnight ♥